We watched Indiana Jones: Crystal Skull at SM Bacoor. I had to have my pic taken for my application to the Canadian Embassy first then, when I'm done already, we went to see the flick.
It was boring as hell. Waste of time and money. However, since its Dro who I am with, it's like watching Titanic in a way. Haha!
We had dinner at KFC after the movie. We finished around 9:30ish. Way past SM's closing time. While on the way to the parking lot, Dro had his "topak" yet again. He feels he isn't giving his best to the relationship and I deserve better than that.
The "topak" arises of course because of one incident in the movie house (which, I won't mention here anymore). So, I had to talk to him, explain, force him to say out loud what he feels, etc. It's damn frustrating because I'm not usually like that. It just goes to show how important he is to me because I'm willing to swallow my pride and cajole him to open himself up.
We talked in the parking lot. I asked him where he would go home to--his house or his dorm? He told me he would like to walk around and think first before he decides where to go home. I left him like that because I felt like he needed that time to think.
We chatted that night and talked about this and that--his fear, my fears, etc. He saw my emails and said sorry to me. He told me he can't afford to lose me; that he wouldn't be able to bear it if I leave him. And so... we're okay. It's always like that anyway. We have always understood each other more than any one else. He's always there for me and so, I want to give back.
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